My dad is thinking about putting me in some “self-esteem” group or some shit. UH NO. My step mom and dad really do not get me. I really cannot stand them more than half the time. My dad told me today that I’m becoming a “shut-in”. They’re not very helpful. Like, I want to travel. I want to get out and have fun…just not with them so I guess that makes me seem like a “shut’in”? I don’t know.

It’s not like I can tell them what I’ve been through last year and so far this year. My dad doesn’t really care. Or maybe he just doesn’t understand how emotionally drained I am. Again, I don’t know.